Every time I talk about you and show pictures of you, people tell me how much we look alike. Even when the person knows you, they say the same thing. How we look, act, and are so much alike. It hurts me hearing that we are so much alike, but than again it makes me happy. You and I were like twins. Whenever I was sad, you'd know, you'd call me, text me saying "I love u sis." Or post stupid things to my Facebook. Whenever you were sad, I'd know, and I'd do the same exact thing. I close my eyes and hope to see you, but I can't. It hasn't hit me yet that you're gone. That's how I know. I'm terrified when it happens, because I know I won't get any call, text, or post when that happens. We knew so much things about each other. Things normal siblings shouldn't know. You are my best friend. You'll always be my best friend. I miss you. I have your sweater and doll next to me always! It still smells like you still. I love that. I have your picture by my bed and every day I look at it and just wish it was actually you. I put a little guitar by your photo, because you were so into your music. I remember you playing all the time. I miss that. I miss you. I wish you could come back and I know that's not possible.